“I do not think that is happening any time soon,” she knows that it won’t always be like this, that it won’t always feel like this. A fact that only makes her even more determined to cling to it while it’s there. “But I will let you know,” she kisses at the hollow of Kate’s neck, and across her shoulder. “so you can take… immediate corrective action…”
She grazes her teeth across the sensitive skin of the other girl’s throat. “I want to hear your pleasure, Kate Bishop,” she gently takes her ear between her teeth— a little nibble, a smile and a kiss inside of her ear before she ghosts a soft, light breath along the shell of her ear. These are some of Yelena’s favorite things to do— because it gives people a modicum of control in everything that just keeps happening to them, and at them.
“Oh, I will make sure I unravel you first, my love,” she grins again.
She leans down to press her forehead against Kate’s, crowding closely into her personal space bubble. “I have not even begun the real challenge yet,” she chuckles softly, shaking her head.
“You can touch me any way you want,” she sweeps her fingertips across the high stroke of her cheek. “If I don’t like it, I’ll tell you. I am not made of porcelain, you can manhandle me a little. I might like it,” she almost sings the last little bit, an eager smirk on her face, curious which ways Kate might take it to heart or, even better still: act on it.
How on earth did the words 'immediate corrective action' just sound hot? There's no way that should be possible. And yet. Not that Kate is in any way complaining about it - exactly the opposite.
That next sentence, on the other hand - pleasure, and again with saying her name like that - her reaction to that is entirely predictable, sucking in a deep breath and nearly thunking her head back against the headboard. "To hear - god, Yelena. I wanna give you whatever you want." It'd be cool if Kate could claim the way she just said Yelena's name was also some intentional seductive move, but the want in her tone and the breathlessness are outside of her control.
"You haven't - what's the real challenge?" Oh, the places her imagination just went.
She might have gotten lost there again a little bit, but 'manhandle me a little, I might like it' very cleanly cuts through any other mental noise - and creates some of its' own. How does everything Yelena says have at least a handful of delicious mental images attached to it? It's almost a shame that right now she very eagerly just wants to keep Yelena on top of her like this. Save that invitation for later. For now, Kate takes the opportunity to nuzzle back into the curve of her neck, the kisses and little nips she trails over that warm skin more firm now that her self control and nerves have both ebbed, and slips her hands up the sides of Yelena's shirt, just high enough that it's nothing but bare skin under her palms and fingertips, tracing little shapes. "You're so soft."
“Oh, is that so?” she grins and skate can probably hear that in her words even if she can’t see her face for the way she’s pressed into the hollow of Kate’s neck. “I do like getting what I want…”
She chuckles softly, “the one where I work you into a frenzy discreetly in public when you can’t react,” she sighs, a soft, contented sound as Kate trails alternating love bites and soothing kisses along her neck.
A shiver strikes its way through her spine as she finally gets Kate’s hands on her, “And you taste so sweet,” she murmurs back, kissing her again, soft, but so hungry still, too.
"Yup, it is. Got a list? I'll make my way down it." Kate's half just talking now, even less thinking about what she blurts out beforehand than usual, but that would also become really true really fast. She shifts to trailing kisses along the collar line of Yelena's shirt, "You look absurdly good in comfy clothes, by the way."
Oh, no - that is another bad sign for the chances of Kate's success, having gotten so distracted now to forgot what they had just been talking about. She's going to have to figure out some way not to forget that she isn't supposed to react in the actual moment.
God, that hunger is enough to leave a girl weak in the knees. Kate's grip tightens involuntarily, instinctively trying to somehow get Yelena even closer. She can't keep the kiss soft then, she just can't, sighing against Yelena's mouth before she deepens it.
She croons softly at that promise, “I’ll have to get back to you on the list,” she admits with a soft chuckle. “I look good in anything,” she says in response to the compliment, grinning sly and wild with a quick wink, “and out of it…”
Yelena moans softly into her mouth, her fingers curling around the back of Kate’s head to pull her closer. She opens her mouth in invitation for the other girl to explore deeper if she likes.
Kate groans, imagination off again, "God, sweetheart, you're mean. You're already frying my brain here, have a little mercy."
"I'm not serious. Please don't have mercy. Of course you look good in anything, and out of anything. Unbearably good. Unreasonably good."
Oh, that's an invitation she can't do anything but take, immediately and enthusiastically, letting out an involuntary very pleased sound as soon as she gets that deeper taste of Yelena. Her hands slide further up Yelena's sides, thumbs brushing over her ribcage - maybe she's being a little bit teasing now too, it's only fair.
“Mmm… I don’t think I will,” she grins, carding her fingers through Kate’s hair. “You are the most beautiful person I know, Kate Bishop.” she says it softly, like it’s something no one else should bear witness to, just the two of them.
Oh, that’s nice. Kate’s hands smooth over her skin in careful exploration, slight calluses on her fingers from her bow only serve to add another layer of sensation to the experience.
She smiles into the kiss, unable to stop it even though it breaks it. A soft huff escapes before she resumes her earlier zeal, pushing easily past Kate’s lips with her tongue to do some exploring and tasting of her own.
"We gotta get you in front of a mirror, then, sweetheart," Kate replies, just as soft and smiling, struck with the strange but lovely simultaneous sensation of her heart rate staying so quick from the wanting and slowing from the sweetness of that statement.
"Like here, and here?" She slides one hand around her back and runs her nails very lightly up the line of Yelena's spine, the other down her stomach to trace across her waistband, "Obviously perfect, and I haven't even laid eyes on it."
Oh, what a fantastic way to have the tables turned on her. It's such a difficult choice, but she pulls the hand on Yelena's back out from under her shirt to slip her fingers into her hair instead, just in case this kiss ends before Kate's had her fill and she needs to tug her back in.
“Not all things that make you beautiful are seen, milochka,” she murmurs softly.
Yelena gasps, arching slightly when Kate hits a ticklish spot as she drags her nails lightly up her spine. “You know, they say assuming things is bad for everyone involved,” she teases playfully, a smirk on her face.
A tiny, contented noise hums in the back of her throat. She nips lightly at Kate’s lip, fingers curling into the material of her shirt as Yelena deepens the kiss even further.
"That's true," Kate agrees, smiling that soft, silly smile at Yelena again, helpless against that sweet comment even though she does still have a little bit of the 'is that a challenge' glint in her eye too. "But I can list those while you look, so no worries."
God, the gasps. She's never going to get over the gasps. It pulls a responding wanting noise from her own throat, and no doubt the same want is written all over her face - at least until Yelena is kissing her again and taking it up another notch, too. Then it's her turn to gasp, and lose track entirely of what her expression might be doing. Kate'll sneak replying into the next break for air, because there's no way she's rushing that.
"Not assuming. Informed guess. But feel free to try and prove me wrong."
Oh. Suddenly, that’s a lot more feeling than flirty banter, somehow.
“I can list those.” It’s not such a strange statement, not even an odd sentiment, really, given the context of the conversation but… Yelena feels it catch him her chest at hearing it said so plainly, so easily, like it would just be so simple to point out a hundred little things she finds beautiful in her.
In mirrors, Yelena only sees the darkness in herself. She sees the blood on her hands that will never come clean. But somehow, despite everything she has done, she has this… this silly archer who has worked her way so deep under Yelena’s skin and doesn’t seem intent on leaving her any time soon.
And fuck, that clenches her chest tight, a deep ache around her ribs. She wants to say something, anything just to let her know how deep this all runs but… she can’t find the words. Turns her focus to the physical, because actually it’s much easier than being truly honest in her feelings.
“I don’t think I want to…” she murmurs softly, her voice barely more than a whisper.
Oh - there's a definitive change in the atmosphere that Kate can't quite put her finger on fully. It doesn't feel exactly sad, but certainly it's serious, and that's visible on Yelena's face, as well.
It distracts her a little, if she's honest, so she isn't entirely certain if she's following about what specifically Yelena is saying she doesn't want to do. Kate tilts her head to lightly press their foreheads together again, aiming for soothing more than excited now with the stroke of her hand on Yelena's back. "Okay, you don't have to do anything you don't want to. Are you okay? Did I say something that upset you?"
“What?” a confused frown flickers across her face. “No,” she reaches up to cup her hand against Kate’s cheek. “No, of course, I'm fine.”
She smooths her thumb across the high rise of Kate’s cheek, and she presses a soft kiss to her lips, barely more than a press of her lips against Kate’s, a ghost echo of a kiss. “You didn't do anything wrong. Why would you think that?”
"I just wanted to check, it seemed like your thoughts had gotten more serious and maybe heavy. Which is absolutely okay - I just wanted to check if I had said something that prompted it, which you don't need to explain if I did, but I don't want to make you sad especially when I'm just running my mouth."
Kate slid both hands to Yelena's lower back, lacing her fingers together there. "What were you saying you don't think you want to do? I'm sorry. I was way too distracted by kissing you, I can't even remember half of what I've said in the last ten minutes."
“No, no, no... You didn't do anything, it’s fine, I promise.” her thumb strokes lightly against her cheek again. “Sometimes, um-“ she laughs, a soft huff of noise, “it’s just kind of intense, how much… how much you care.” the smile she gives her is a little watery, but it’s genuine.
“In a good way, I mean,” she clarifies, reaching up to tuck a stand of hair behind Kate’s ear. “But I’m just… not used to it. It can be a little overwhelming sometimes, that’s all.” She shakes her head and rolls her eyes at herself, “It’s stupid, I’m sorry.”
"Oh, yeah. Yeah, I definitely tend towards extra. And you're... I'll save finishing that sentence for some later time, huh?" The smile Kate returns is also genuine, and also tinged with oops-almost-did-it-again. "I can cool it a little - probably. I can try. Practice makes perfect, right?"
"It's not stupid, and you don't have anything to be sorry for. Totally the opposite, thank you for telling me. Please keep telling me if I'm being overwhelming, especially so I can keep it from becoming not in a good way."
“No, don’t do tha-aaat, tell me- what we’re you going to say?” She shakes her head, “no, I don’t want you to stop. I don’t even want you to back off. I like it, it’s just… I don’t know how to explain,” she shakes her head, a frustrated frown creasing her features.
She reaches for Kate’s hand, playing with each individual finger as she tries to explain, “It’s like… you know that second you drop from the top of a hill on a rollercoaster? It’s intense and terrifying and fun all at once… you make me feel like that all the time.”
"Okay, okay. You can like something and not want it all the time, though, that's all I'm saying. You don't need to explain, I won't stop unless you tell me to. Just know I won't be hurt or anything if you DO." For a second there, it feels almost like competing explanations, and somehow it's a very sweet feeling.
"You're incredible. Magnetic. Hella interesting. Made to be worshipped, probably."
Kate smiles, metaphorically melting even more at those words. How is it that she has that effect on Yelena? That doesn't sound like it should even be possible. "Yeah, I know that feeling. You make me feel like that all the time, too."
"Or, you know. Like I'm being tossed off a roof or something." Is that a bad joke? Hopefully that's not a bad joke.
“Okay,” she says, making an exaggerated ‘O’ shape with her mouth when she does.
Whatever she’d expected, somehow those things weren’t it. She knows she is good at the flirting and the banter, but the rest? She’s utterly clueless. So, it’s kind of nice to know maybe she’s not fucking up too much so far.
She snorts a laugh, “Ohmygod, you are terrible,” but she can’t really stop laughing either. So it’s obviously not too bad.
Kate rolls her eyes, affectionately, at that expression, but it's still agreement.
She's not fucking up at all, so far. If Kate knew Yelena were even considering that as an option, she'd have gone on for at least another five minutes coming up with words.
Success. "What?" Kate asks, making the most innocent face she's capable of, "It's a very similar type of feeling, I found out. Or at least it was the first time. I haven't checked to see if it stays that way."
Yelena thinks it’s probably natural, the silly little wiggly-woos of nerves when things in this relationship hit certain, tiny milestones. The self-doubt is… annoying, probably, but… she’s trying, at least. There’s forward progress happening, even if sometimes the steps are super small.
“Maybe you don’t test this theory any time soon, yes?” she chuckles lightly, shaking her head slightly.
Yelena is right - it's pretty spectacular to Kate that she even gets to bear witness to those steps.
"No, you don't think I should? Damn." Kate shakes her head, a very exaggerated serious expression on her face, "I already put up a ad on craigslist for someone to help me find out. You wouldn't believe how many hits 'seeking: throw me off a roof' has gotten."
"Oh, you can find people that'll do anything on the internet. And that is definitely not even in the top hundred thousand weirdest requests on craigslist, believe me." It's too amusing, that matter-of-fact tone and repetition of 'refuse' that implies Yelena thinks Kate isn't full of shit right now. It's very generous of her, if she's pretending to believe this.
“Okay, maybe yes— But why would anyone want to do that… and to a stranger?” Even if it isn’t the weirdest request on Craig’s List, it’s the weirdest thing assaulting Yelena’s brain right now. Kate only has herself to blame for this.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
zvi
no subject
Date: 2023-06-13 12:43 am (UTC)She grazes her teeth across the sensitive skin of the other girl’s throat. “I want to hear your pleasure, Kate Bishop,” she gently takes her ear between her teeth— a little nibble, a smile and a kiss inside of her ear before she ghosts a soft, light breath along the shell of her ear. These are some of Yelena’s favorite things to do— because it gives people a modicum of control in everything that just keeps happening to them, and at them.
“Oh, I will make sure I unravel you first, my love,” she grins again.
She leans down to press her forehead against Kate’s, crowding closely into her personal space bubble. “I have not even begun the real challenge yet,” she chuckles softly, shaking her head.
“You can touch me any way you want,” she sweeps her fingertips across the high stroke of her cheek. “If I don’t like it, I’ll tell you. I am not made of porcelain, you can manhandle me a little. I might like it,” she almost sings the last little bit, an eager smirk on her face, curious which ways Kate might take it to heart or, even better still: act on it.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-13 07:39 pm (UTC)That next sentence, on the other hand - pleasure, and again with saying her name like that - her reaction to that is entirely predictable, sucking in a deep breath and nearly thunking her head back against the headboard. "To hear - god, Yelena. I wanna give you whatever you want." It'd be cool if Kate could claim the way she just said Yelena's name was also some intentional seductive move, but the want in her tone and the breathlessness are outside of her control.
"You haven't - what's the real challenge?" Oh, the places her imagination just went.
She might have gotten lost there again a little bit, but 'manhandle me a little, I might like it' very cleanly cuts through any other mental noise - and creates some of its' own. How does everything Yelena says have at least a handful of delicious mental images attached to it? It's almost a shame that right now she very eagerly just wants to keep Yelena on top of her like this. Save that invitation for later. For now, Kate takes the opportunity to nuzzle back into the curve of her neck, the kisses and little nips she trails over that warm skin more firm now that her self control and nerves have both ebbed, and slips her hands up the sides of Yelena's shirt, just high enough that it's nothing but bare skin under her palms and fingertips, tracing little shapes. "You're so soft."
no subject
Date: 2023-06-14 08:42 pm (UTC)She chuckles softly, “the one where I work you into a frenzy discreetly in public when you can’t react,” she sighs, a soft, contented sound as Kate trails alternating love bites and soothing kisses along her neck.
A shiver strikes its way through her spine as she finally gets Kate’s hands on her, “And you taste so sweet,” she murmurs back, kissing her again, soft, but so hungry still, too.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-15 09:24 pm (UTC)Oh, no - that is another bad sign for the chances of Kate's success, having gotten so distracted now to forgot what they had just been talking about. She's going to have to figure out some way not to forget that she isn't supposed to react in the actual moment.
God, that hunger is enough to leave a girl weak in the knees. Kate's grip tightens involuntarily, instinctively trying to somehow get Yelena even closer. She can't keep the kiss soft then, she just can't, sighing against Yelena's mouth before she deepens it.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-15 10:05 pm (UTC)Yelena moans softly into her mouth, her fingers curling around the back of Kate’s head to pull her closer. She opens her mouth in invitation for the other girl to explore deeper if she likes.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-15 11:41 pm (UTC)"I'm not serious. Please don't have mercy. Of course you look good in anything, and out of anything. Unbearably good. Unreasonably good."
Oh, that's an invitation she can't do anything but take, immediately and enthusiastically, letting out an involuntary very pleased sound as soon as she gets that deeper taste of Yelena. Her hands slide further up Yelena's sides, thumbs brushing over her ribcage - maybe she's being a little bit teasing now too, it's only fair.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-16 12:29 am (UTC)Oh, that’s nice. Kate’s hands smooth over her skin in careful exploration, slight calluses on her fingers from her bow only serve to add another layer of sensation to the experience.
She smiles into the kiss, unable to stop it even though it breaks it. A soft huff escapes before she resumes her earlier zeal, pushing easily past Kate’s lips with her tongue to do some exploring and tasting of her own.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-16 02:04 am (UTC)"Like here, and here?" She slides one hand around her back and runs her nails very lightly up the line of Yelena's spine, the other down her stomach to trace across her waistband, "Obviously perfect, and I haven't even laid eyes on it."
Oh, what a fantastic way to have the tables turned on her. It's such a difficult choice, but she pulls the hand on Yelena's back out from under her shirt to slip her fingers into her hair instead, just in case this kiss ends before Kate's had her fill and she needs to tug her back in.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-21 04:46 am (UTC)Yelena gasps, arching slightly when Kate hits a ticklish spot as she drags her nails lightly up her spine. “You know, they say assuming things is bad for everyone involved,” she teases playfully, a smirk on her face.
A tiny, contented noise hums in the back of her throat. She nips lightly at Kate’s lip, fingers curling into the material of her shirt as Yelena deepens the kiss even further.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-21 06:44 pm (UTC)God, the gasps. She's never going to get over the gasps. It pulls a responding wanting noise from her own throat, and no doubt the same want is written all over her face - at least until Yelena is kissing her again and taking it up another notch, too. Then it's her turn to gasp, and lose track entirely of what her expression might be doing. Kate'll sneak replying into the next break for air, because there's no way she's rushing that.
"Not assuming. Informed guess. But feel free to try and prove me wrong."
no subject
Date: 2023-06-21 09:37 pm (UTC)Suddenly, that’s a lot more feeling than flirty banter, somehow.
“I can list those.”
It’s not such a strange statement, not even an odd sentiment, really, given the context of the conversation but… Yelena feels it catch him her chest at hearing it said so plainly, so easily, like it would just be so simple to point out a hundred little things she finds beautiful in her.
In mirrors, Yelena only sees the darkness in herself. She sees the blood on her hands that will never come clean. But somehow, despite everything she has done, she has this… this silly archer who has worked her way so deep under Yelena’s skin and doesn’t seem intent on leaving her any time soon.
And fuck, that clenches her chest tight, a deep ache around her ribs. She wants to say something, anything just to let her know how deep this all runs but… she can’t find the words. Turns her focus to the physical, because actually it’s much easier than being truly honest in her feelings.
“I don’t think I want to…” she murmurs softly, her voice barely more than a whisper.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-22 01:08 am (UTC)It distracts her a little, if she's honest, so she isn't entirely certain if she's following about what specifically Yelena is saying she doesn't want to do. Kate tilts her head to lightly press their foreheads together again, aiming for soothing more than excited now with the stroke of her hand on Yelena's back. "Okay, you don't have to do anything you don't want to. Are you okay? Did I say something that upset you?"
no subject
Date: 2023-06-22 01:25 am (UTC)She smooths her thumb across the high rise of Kate’s cheek, and she presses a soft kiss to her lips, barely more than a press of her lips against Kate’s, a ghost echo of a kiss. “You didn't do anything wrong. Why would you think that?”
no subject
Date: 2023-06-22 02:30 am (UTC)Kate slid both hands to Yelena's lower back, lacing her fingers together there. "What were you saying you don't think you want to do? I'm sorry. I was way too distracted by kissing you, I can't even remember half of what I've said in the last ten minutes."
no subject
Date: 2023-06-22 10:22 am (UTC)“In a good way, I mean,” she clarifies, reaching up to tuck a stand of hair behind Kate’s ear. “But I’m just… not used to it. It can be a little overwhelming sometimes, that’s all.” She shakes her head and rolls her eyes at herself, “It’s stupid, I’m sorry.”
no subject
Date: 2023-06-22 01:36 pm (UTC)"It's not stupid, and you don't have anything to be sorry for. Totally the opposite, thank you for telling me. Please keep telling me if I'm being overwhelming, especially so I can keep it from becoming not in a good way."
no subject
Date: 2023-06-22 09:49 pm (UTC)She reaches for Kate’s hand, playing with each individual finger as she tries to explain, “It’s like… you know that second you drop from the top of a hill on a rollercoaster? It’s intense and terrifying and fun all at once… you make me feel like that all the time.”
no subject
Date: 2023-06-22 10:35 pm (UTC)"You're incredible. Magnetic. Hella interesting. Made to be worshipped, probably."
Kate smiles, metaphorically melting even more at those words. How is it that she has that effect on Yelena? That doesn't sound like it should even be possible. "Yeah, I know that feeling. You make me feel like that all the time, too."
"Or, you know. Like I'm being tossed off a roof or something." Is that a bad joke? Hopefully that's not a bad joke.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-22 10:41 pm (UTC)Whatever she’d expected, somehow those things weren’t it. She knows she is good at the flirting and the banter, but the rest? She’s utterly clueless. So, it’s kind of nice to know maybe she’s not fucking up too much so far.
She snorts a laugh, “Ohmygod, you are terrible,” but she can’t really stop laughing either. So it’s obviously not too bad.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-22 11:55 pm (UTC)She's not fucking up at all, so far. If Kate knew Yelena were even considering that as an option, she'd have gone on for at least another five minutes coming up with words.
Success. "What?" Kate asks, making the most innocent face she's capable of, "It's a very similar type of feeling, I found out. Or at least it was the first time. I haven't checked to see if it stays that way."
no subject
Date: 2023-06-25 10:48 pm (UTC)“Maybe you don’t test this theory any time soon, yes?” she chuckles lightly, shaking her head slightly.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-25 11:34 pm (UTC)"No, you don't think I should? Damn." Kate shakes her head, a very exaggerated serious expression on her face, "I already put up a ad on craigslist for someone to help me find out. You wouldn't believe how many hits 'seeking: throw me off a roof' has gotten."
no subject
Date: 2023-06-26 02:14 am (UTC)Anyone who would do so would be subject to dealing with Yelena herself. Most people are smart enough not to want that, hopefully.
no subject
Date: 2023-06-26 02:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-06-26 11:39 pm (UTC)(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From:(no subject)
From: