After our respective captured with our agencies, I was technically more socialized than you. Not in good ways, necessarily, Dreykov did like putting us girls against each other just as much as he wanted to make sure we could work in tandem as units. But until you became close to me… until we broke out, you were so much more isolated.
I am not laying excuses at your feet, solnyshko, but it is an understandable thing that sometimes the social situations are more overwhelming for you, in my opinion. Moving past things is not easy. And you have come so far from before. Don’t discourage yourself.
Words are hard. Explaining feelings is even worse. But I can listen. And I will not judge you. I love you, moy soldat. I would do anything for you.
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Date: 2024-12-06 04:47 pm (UTC)I like it.
After our respective captured with our agencies, I was technically more socialized than you.
Not in good ways, necessarily, Dreykov did like putting us girls against each other just as much as he wanted to make sure we could work in tandem as units.
But until you became close to me… until we broke out, you were so much more isolated.
I am not laying excuses at your feet, solnyshko, but it is an understandable thing that sometimes the social situations are more overwhelming for you, in my opinion. Moving past things is not easy. And you have come so far from before. Don’t discourage yourself.
Words are hard. Explaining feelings is even worse.
But I can listen. And I will not judge you.
I love you, moy soldat. I would do anything for you.
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Date: 2024-12-07 01:21 am (UTC)I know you're right- and I'm lucky to have you.
I'm sorry you have to talk me off a ledge like this. But I promise I'll try to stop discouraging myself.
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Date: 2024-12-08 09:14 pm (UTC)And I, you. Even if you do not always believe it. I would not be who I am without you.
You would do the same for me.
I know it is easier said than done. But trying is all I ask.
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Date: 2024-12-08 11:58 pm (UTC)That's definitely true for me too.
I would. I'd do anything for you.
I really will try my best. Thanks for helping me.
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Date: 2024-12-11 08:58 am (UTC)I know you would.
Of course. You can always talk to me.
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Date: 2024-12-12 01:32 am (UTC)Let's go out and do something. I'm feeling better about it now.
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Date: 2024-12-12 06:55 am (UTC)Have you ever been rollerskating?
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Date: 2024-12-12 09:48 pm (UTC)All I know about rollerskating is that in 1937 there was a bus carrying a roller derby team that caught on fire and 20 people died.
...but I've been ice skating before.
thank you, my soldier;
Date: 2024-12-20 06:51 pm (UTC)Oh my god, really? That's terrible...
Ohhh, I haven't been ice skating in sssooo long. It would be fun, right?
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Date: 2024-12-22 04:21 am (UTC)It could be fun. You've gotta bundle me up though, cause you know how much I hate the cold.
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Date: 2024-12-26 12:25 pm (UTC)Do not worry, I will bundle you up the most.
Just have to leave you enough mivesbility you can still skate.